The majority of you will have followed my journey. If you haven’t let me start from the beginning. After entering Geordie shore 9 years ago nothing could have prepared me for the amount of abuse I was about to receive. Every other comment was “fat slag” “fat bitch” “she’d be pretty if she lost weight”. My first 5 years on tv all I could think was “maybe if I’m thin the comments will stop”. I tried EVERYTHING. I created a plan that worked for awhile but with filming Geordie shore multiple times a year it just wasn’t sustainable. I started to try more extreme things such as making myself sick and diet teas/coffees, I even promoted these products naively to my followers which I’m extremely sorry for. I can’t change what I’ve done in the past all I can do is focus on trying to deliver the right message now. After risking my life on a surgeons table and then going back to square one in a matter of weeks, I knew something needed to change. Not just for my body but for my health and well-being.